What do I really want in life? Be it my career, my personal life? Somehow I feel lost these past few weeks. I continue to attend mass as usual, but something's kinda lost? I mean, I feel lost? Why? I can't seem to find the exact reason. It's fustrating.
Another thing is, I realised that I'm not as direct as I was before. Weird huh. Be it things to do with the heart or general stuff. Is this for the better or for the worse? It just irritates me when someone doesn't understand me or don't get my point, but then I just can't shoot it out directly. Since when did I become 'softer'.
What I can say is... do not go overboard just because I don't bite as much as I used to.
I still think that love will find me rather that me trying to find it. But then again, when it comes, I can't be blinded either. Ohh well, I haven't been brooding over the pass too much now, thanks to the friends that are with me since our last year. I'm enjoying their company and it keeps me occupied. I just don't want to brood over UNsure things. I seriously hate mixed and confused signals, but I can't seem to say it straight out. What the hell is wrong with me. I haven been bothered for quite some time and it's hunting me again. The truth does hurt right? Staying single is still the best option when you're still unsure.
That's all for today... gg out.
Friday, October 12, 2007
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